Grumpy.

Have you ever been grumpy and don't actually have a decent reason as to why?

I don't either. But I'm freaking grumpy. I feel like I could shoot a bird, and feel okay with myself, which if you know me is SO NOT ME!!!!!

The reason as to why I have the grumps today, well, really, I'm just sick of my overly dramatic life. I don't know how to let things go. And today, it's getting to me.

I have a problem I like to call the Middle Child Syndrome. Essentially, all my other siblings take priority over me, and then it's me. Which is total crap, because my mom is amazing at managing all of our stuff. Like how she took me to zumba today.

I also wish I was so much older. I want to be past my high school hell. Sure. High school is fun and all, but I'm so freaking done. This year has definitely had it's shitty moments, but honesty, who gives a damn? Not me.

Religion is another stab at my annoyance. Honestly, I love Wesley to death, he's an awesome friend BUT GET OVER THE FACT THAT I'M CATHOLIC!!!!! I'm not going to read the Book of Mormon. Hell, I'm not even mormon. Why would I need to read it?????? WHAT IS THE PROBLEM!!!! TAKE ME AS I AM!!!!!!

I'm trapped in this person I'M NOT!!!!

Am I ever going to be enough? Do I have to dillude everyone into thinking that i'm this person that I'm not? Honestly, if Nina wasn't my best friend, I'd probably be dead by now.


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