Day 11: 10 Pet Peeves

1. Gum chompers.
2. Food smackers.
3. Clothing snags.
4. Nail snags.
5. Nail clicking.
6. Rude drivers.
7. Rude people.
8. Judgemental people.
9. Messed up sheets.
10. Tangled up straightener cord.

Reflection

Sometimes. School is hard.
And makes you write.
About stuff you don't want to.
Like violence against women.
And then you wonder.
What the hell is wrong with humanity.

Spiral.

It's probably because I'm blogging late.



So maybe I shouldn't be writing what I'm feeling.









I don't feel worthy of the life I've been enjoying recently. I don't feel worthy of the happiness, the joy, the healthy feelings, the weight gain from enjoying good food, the friends, the love, the family. Why do I get to be in such a stable place in my life?



When is it going to slip out of my fingertips, and I'll end up spiraling out of control?





Why have I, an 18-year-old little girl, found the love of my life, and one of the few respectable men there are out there?






Why do I get to be okay?


































i'm not worthy of this love.
But I'll take the ride as long as I can cling to it.