Where your tire goes flat.
And now you have to pay 200$ to get 2 new ones.
Payday is too late to cover it.
So you just pull from savings.
You don't get to go to that concert.
Because you won't have enough money.
You have a massive coffee,
And have a shaking anxiety attack.
You realize you're nothing but a piece of ass.
For that guy you genuinely THOUGHT liked you.
You realize the guy you like.
Is way too old for you.
Too mature for you.
Too good for you.
You can't focus because your sensitive stomach.
Is sick again?
You realize you don't really have any friends.
Because you acted like a bitch over the summer.
And lost every one of them.
You try to do your homework.
But took shitty notes.
So now you get to spend all afternoon in Math Lab tomorrow.
You feel like an empty person.
Because no one really knows how you feel about yourself.
No one knows your self esteem is shot.
No one knows you secretly loathe yourself.
You don't buy that CD you wanted.
Because you were embarrassed of how you looked.
You see your ex-best friend.
Looking cute and happy.
When your dressed like shit.
Because you gave up that morning.
You can't write in your journal.
Because you're afraid of how you feel.
You plan on getting a tattoo.
"We all die alone."
Ever had one of those days?
Yeah. Me either.
"You plan on getting a tattoo."
ReplyDeleteThat's actually kind of awesome. I don't know if I'd ever get one but I think tattoos are kinda sweet.