2 Words

Harness. Boner.

Dresses and The Like

We Call This Love.

when your heart skips.

beats loud.

tears fall.

out of sheer joy.

when everything falls.

in it's right place.

because we're.

forever.

Merry Christmas Best Friend

I know it's lame to respond to a blog post, that you responded to, that now I'm responding to, but maybe this isn't a terrible form of communication.

I miss your guts. Especially right now.

But Christmas is upon us.

And I still need to find you something.

I'm a terrible best friend.

So I'm wishing you a beautiful, and merry Christmas.

I hope you find peace and happiness.

But anticipate something in the mail soon (:

Silence.

I don't know how it's so easy t0 forget how you were, and who you were, before everything changed. I don't blame you for anything. You were yanked very young from your plug. The lights were shut of forever. There was nothing worth remembering if you could never revisit that chapter of your life. I wish I could fix that. You were so much happier when you had something worth believing in.

But remember who you are now. Because I love the person you are now. Just as I loved who you were then. I will love you no matter who you become.

But let's stop the silence. We never talk anymore. You only call on me when you need me. Not just to talk and enjoy the sound of each other's voices anymore. And quite frankly. You don't know anything about my life anymore. And that's alright. Because you're falling quietly. But let me catch you, if nothing else. Let's come back to the happy medium where I complain a little, you complain a little, we eat Hagen Daaz, ogle over hot men, and giggle about all of our inside jokes. We may be getting older, but we're still part of the legacy of little girls we were when we were 4.

I miss you sweetheart. Lots. And I want you to feel happy. So go to church. Buy a new dress. Stay at home for a semester. Find a new roommate you adore. I love you so much my sweet, beautiful, worthwhile, amazing, intelligent bestie. I just wish you could see it.

You need me.

I need you.

But for now.

Silence.

I love you Crust.

Out of Touch

Do you even know anything about me anymore?
Do you even remember me?

Homeworkisms

I'm currently behind in school, thanks to my lack of effort, and inability to want to show up for school. Oops. My bad. But through some kind of immaculate grace, and decent reasoning on my part, my teachers are allowing me to make up all my missed work. However, now I have so much to do, I'm a tiny bit overwhelmed.

1:07PM

I've finished the Current Issues blog.

Now time for Med Anat and Phys. to write about medical ethics. Bleeeeeh.

1:16PM

Working on the medical ethics paper. Doctors can be so sick. Seriously, who do you think you're fooling? Fat injections from YOUR body? Really. Also, really loving Ludovico Einaudi. Thank you Juliana for introducing me!!!

Really missing him right now....

1:21PM

Ludovico Einaudi has a song called Alexandria. It is absolutely STUNNING.

1:46PM

Headache has managed to find me again. This is the fourth day with this damn thing. Please kill me. Seriously, why can't he be here, holding my hand, distracting me, or rubbing my temples?

On A Day Like Today....

On a day like today...

I wish you were here with me.