Trying to Figure out Where to FaLL.

I've been listening to A Fine Frenzy (I love them PS) it's been helping me.

Zac makes me feel happy when I'm with him. I don't need to be anything I'm not. I don't need to pretend to like things I hate, or hate things that I love.

Nina. I know we've basically made up. And I love you so much it's not even funny. But I wish we wouldn't of had to make up. At all. If it were up to me, we'd be in your room RIGHT NOW, and I'd be laughing until I cried. Because that's what we do. Nina. I love you so much. I don't ever want you to go to bed sad, but lately you haven't called.....due to the fact that you're insanely busy...but still. hahaha. I love you.

You were all that we needed,
To believe in our doubt,
The hurt we allowed.
We had sworn to believe them,
And scattered our memories found.

In all we are,
Are truly afraid,
In all we are,
The one thing we can be,
In all we are,
We are truly afraid,
Wishing one day,
We could be strong.

It's over,
It's over,
It's all coming apart,
While you were sleeping,
We were stealing your heart.
-Coheed and Cambria. Black Rainbow. Year of the Black Rainbow.