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Guess who had a nightmare last night?

Yep. Me.

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Jesse dropped me off from preference, exactly as he really had that night. Then I went to sleep (This is all in my dream) Then I wake up the next morning, go to school, and Sariah comes up to me.
"Alex. Did you hear Jesse died."
I get angry and scared and say.
"No. He's not I saw him last night."
"Alex. He died last night."
"NO. He didn't. I kissed him last night."
"After he dropped you off. He dropped dead."
"No. He didn't. I shut the garage."
"Alex. Jesse. Died."

I drove home as fast as I could, to see his body, in my driveway. I run to him, but my dad caught me midstride and dragged me inside by my pelvis. I was screaming NO NO NO, and went to go lay down. And fell asleep.

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Then I woke up in real life confused, panting, shaking, and crying. I grabbed my phone, and texted Jesse: You didn't die last night, right?


I honestly thought it was real. Then after five minutes if feeling intensive terror and worry, I prayed my rosary(The one you got me sara,) and fell asleep.


Hahaha. He texted me in the morning. So good news. He's alive and well.

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And speaking of Jesse.

He's quite possibly the sweetest guy ever. And I mean ever.
He brought me roses, and chocolate because he forgot a corsage yesterday.
A) As if I care about a corsage!!! It's a flower on your wrist....DREAM BIG!
B) That was so thoughtful, that it honestly kind of caught me off guard.
C) My lame little kiss and hug, TOTALLY did not suffice.
D) Basically. I love him. A lot. Hahaha.



Speaking of yesterday.
Preference was simply AMAZING! I've never had so much fun at a dance. And slow dancing with my boyfriend wasn't bad either. Just kidding.

It was amazing. Hahahha. LURPY LOVE!!!! Ginger and weirdo....how cute!! GINGERS HAVE NO SOULS!!!!!

Details on preference will come with pictures which will happen in the near future.

Hopefully my kidney will feel better. I'll say an extra rosary bead tonight....if that makes a difference. Maybe I should say a section.

My artwork is coming along. Pictures to come i hope.

Okay. Goodnight!

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