1. We've been through so much together this year. We've cried, smiled, laughed, and triumphed through all the rocky bits. And I can honestly say without you, I don't know if I would be here and happy today. I know I'm not always respectful, and that sometimes I'm not always honest, but I'm working on it, because we'll always be best friends. I want my relationship with you when I'm older to be just like yours and grandma's. You are my biggest inspiration in my life. You are my cheerleader that reminds me I can do anything. You are my hero. You are my Mommy. I love you so much. So so much. And you've helped me accomplish so much. Thank you.
2. When you first got hired onto the airlines, I was anxious that I wouldn't be able to see or hear from you very much. Well lucky for me, I still hear from you all the time, and I get to see you almost every weekend. I'm so glad I've had you in my life. You are my best friend, and my car mechanic (; You always know what to say, and when to say it, and you your wisdom is always present, especially when I need it most. I know this upcoming year might be difficult, and you might be gone a lot, but I know we'll still be insanely close. You are my hero. I love you so much Daddy. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for always believing in me. I love you.
3. We've been best friends since we were 4. And this last visit, nothing changed, I'm happy to report. In fact, I think it mended a lot of what was broken. We needed to see each other. We needed to be little kids again, and spend every waking (and sleeping) moment together. I can't wait to come see you, and allow our fun to never end. I'm scared for you to go to college. I don't want you to forget me. I luuuuuh yoouuu!!!!!
4. When I met you in math this last year, I knew we would be best friends forever. I have a best friend in Lindon, just like I have one in North Carolina. We go on so many wacky adventures, and you are the most SUPPORTIVE person on the entire planet. Seriously. I hope I'm there for you just as much as you're there for me. I'm happy for you and your boy, I just wish your relationship with him hadn't changed ours. But everything happens for a reason. And Shawn is a nice kid. I love you Saribaby. And thank you for being in my life.
5. (This is for 2 people. I know I'm breaking rules here, but who cares?) You girls have been raised with me. We have all gone through times where Mom and Dad drive us nuts, and times where we drive each other nuts. But big sis, since you've moved out, we've become so much closer. In fact, I feel like your relationship with me will be like mom and aunt Maria's. You are absolutely amazing. You blow me away. I hope you blow their minds out there in NC. And choreograph everything that is in your mind. I love you. And little sister. We play everyday. And we talk everyday. In a few hours, we'll be headed for Montana, and we'll be riding a plane together!!! YES!!!! You are my best friend, and so trustworthy. I love having you as my copilot everyday of my life, and you will THRIVE in high school. Next year, we'll have so much fun. Dances, performances, the works. I love you baby sis.
6. Brother. You have always been overly protective of me, but in a very good way. You always know what to say, and when to say it. You and Pheobe are awesome. She brings out your playful side, and quite honestly, I've kind of missed that. Except the harrassment. Hahahha. (what about hisassment? Hahaha) You are the best brother in the entire world. I don't care what anyone else says, because I don't think they know about the hours we've spent talking together. You are so incredibly intelligent, and you are going to go so far in your life. I love you.
7. The pain has left me for the most part, and I'm ready to let go. Almost. You fell into my life, and we fell in love at the EXACT time I needed you. Sometimes, I still imagine what it would be like if nothing had happened. But that's unrealistic, because it was meant to happen the way it did, and I don't have any bitter emotions for you. I only have thanks. Thank you for always being there when I was sad. Thank you for always making me laugh. Thank you for always making me feel like I belonged. Thank you for always knowing what to say, or pretending that you did. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for the experience. I'll always remember you as my first love. Always.
8. I knew the second I kissed you that things would change. You were always a friend to confide in with frustrations, but it all changed. Because your life was in overhaul. I know that life hits hard, but I love you. A lot, actually. That one night we spent together is one I'll never forget. You are incredible, and I hope you do so well in medical school. Best of luck. And all my love.
9. Someday. We'll get married. Just wait.
10. I have nothing to say to you. You are a demon.
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