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10.2.13

Day 2: 3 Legitimate Fears

1. Never being able to have babies.
With the health complications I had in the last little while, it really makes me feel so grateful for the times where I am healthy. It scares me to think that I might struggle to get pregnant, or not be able to get pregnant at all. Granted, I don't want to try to have a baby for several years. I would like to finish my education first. But I'm afraid that when that day comes, it's not going to work out for me.

2. Suicide.
I'm  NOT worried that I have a problem with it. I'm not depressed, or anything like that. But the idea of someone ending their own life really freaks me out. It's so sad. And I know it's complicated, and a lot of things go into it. I think I fear that someone I love dearly would end their life, and I wouldn't have been there, or been able to do anything.

3. Bees. I even got stung this last summer. So I know it's really not that bad. But ever since I was small, bees have really frightened me. I'm the girl the screams and yells "BEE!!!" When there's a little honeybee on a flower. I lie and tell people I'm allergic so my fear is a little more legitimate. Let me tell you something...it's not.

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  1. I used to hide in my house from bees! hahaha. Totally legitimate.

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  2. HAHA! Alex! I am EXACTLY the SAME way with bees!! I HATE them! I am not allergic, but my sophomore year, we went on a "Field trip" for Biology to get bugs for our collections, and this one girl totally pissed of this nest and we were SWARMED! it sucked so bad, I only got stung 4 times, but that was the first time I had ever been stung too. I hate bees. Punch them all in the face.

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