Waves of Manipulation.

Isn't it interesting how the female mind works?

Or better yet, how my mind works?

I tell myself over and over again to be careful. Don't find yourself getting used, or find yourself being that other girl. The one that the boyfriend cheats with. But I have so far been unable to avoid it. IT'S FRUSTRATING ME.

Please stop.
Your hurting me.
I can't see.
When you do this to me.

You twist,
change,
warp,
manipulate.

There are days,
when I remember,
When I was strong.
Not anymore.

This title is too permanent,
I can't make it go away.
I can't get past,
The waves of manipulation.

You blur the image,
Make it seem alright,
Then you snap the trap shut,
Impossible for my escape.

I can't make it go away,
I try to get past,
The waves of manipulation,
That have warped me.