(Isn't she such a beauty??)Hi Sophie!!!!
Guess what?? I love you!!!! I was just at Koa's house and I thought about you while I was there, because I hate leaving you all the time. It probably sucks for you. So I was wondering. Do you wanna go shopping on Monday or Tuesday? Just me and you, and some yummy mall fun?
You're almost 14, which is crazy to me, because I totally remember what it was like to be fourteen. It wasn't that long ago sweet cheeks. It's sort of fun, but mostly kind of interesting. Freshman year is fun. I think you'll like it a lot. I know I LOOOVVED my Ninth grade year. It was full of dances, and boys, and clothes, and drama, and make up. (Psst. My first kiss was at the END of ninth grade) So let me help you get excited for school!!!! We'll buy some basic tees and decorate them, and wear them. Because that is what we do with clothes. If you want to borrow make up, just go into my make up bag, and use what you will (Even when I get mad because it's early morning, and I am NOT a morning person. (: ). I can even show you a thing or two.
I want you to feel safe and beautiful inside of your own skin. Because I think what I see, and what you see are very different. I see a STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL, funny, bright, SKINNY, fun, happy almost 14 year old. And you see frustration. Because your body isn't how you want it. Or your hair isn't working out perfectly. Or you even feel lonely. It's TOTALLY NORMAL to feel that way, but just know I went through it too, and it's cool if you talk to me about it. Because periods, and boobs, and boys, and make up, and bodies aren't nearly as awesome unless you talk to your 16 year old sister.
Sophie. I know sometimes you feel lonely, but I love you. And I know I've been bitter and awnry lately, and I don't even know why, but it's not okay. you're in a stupid stage of life, and you need all the support you can get. Mom, and Sara, and Me, and PJ, and Daddy all have your back, and love you so incredibly much. I can't tell you how much I love saying, "Sophie? Yeaaah!!! She's MY LITTLE SISTER!!!!!" Because your awesome. (PS Our brother, PJ, is AMAZING to talk to about anything. He's a good listener and gives excellent advice. But so does mom)
I know I'm not always friendly (and sometimes I'm just downright mean) about you hanging out with Nina and me, but sometimes, or lots of the time, I think of you as so much younger, because it seems too weird for you to be getting older. It seems unnatural for me. But it's not. If you weren't growing up, it'd be odd. So you're good!!! I'll try to invite you to do more with Nina and Me, because I know you love nina too. (Cause she's fabulouso!!!)
Don't let other girls be beotches to you!!! That's never okay!!! Not even Jessie. I know she's your bestie, so sometimes she can get away with it, but girly, give some attitude!!! Stay sweet, but when someone is pushing your buttons, put them in their place.I feel like I need to protect you from the world, but in reality.
You're growing up. You're so much better of a person that I ever was. And that makes me so so proud of you. There are somethings that I regret, but I can't take back. Never regret who you are, but what you have become. Watching your battles with you headaches, your struggles in school, and your determination to stay happy really inspire me. I look up to you as a role model, because you are such a good person. Inside and Out.
Fofo, seriously, if I didn't have you, I would go insane. It'd be too weird to not have an awesome little sister around. You've introduced me to the wonderful world of DS, which I have enjoyed in the late hours in the evening when I can't (or can and don't want to) sleep. And you were so sweet to give me that DS for Christmas. It was such a fun gift!!!
Remember how talented you are!!! It's amazing watching you play piano. I can say you're better than me, because you want to get better. And that is so cool!!! Not to mention Tae Kwon Do (Is that how you spell it?) It's awesome coming to your belt testings, because you're getting so good, and progressing really fast.
I guess what I'm trying to say in lots of words, is I love you.
I love Sophia Eugena Judd! She's Beatiful. She's smart. She's kind. She's funny.
But most importantly.
She's my hero.
I love you sister.
So much it's unhealthy.More than a fat boy loves twinkies.
Love you!!!
Love,
Alex~
P.S. You're amazing.
Guess what?? I love you!!!! I was just at Koa's house and I thought about you while I was there, because I hate leaving you all the time. It probably sucks for you. So I was wondering. Do you wanna go shopping on Monday or Tuesday? Just me and you, and some yummy mall fun?
You're almost 14, which is crazy to me, because I totally remember what it was like to be fourteen. It wasn't that long ago sweet cheeks. It's sort of fun, but mostly kind of interesting. Freshman year is fun. I think you'll like it a lot. I know I LOOOVVED my Ninth grade year. It was full of dances, and boys, and clothes, and drama, and make up. (Psst. My first kiss was at the END of ninth grade) So let me help you get excited for school!!!! We'll buy some basic tees and decorate them, and wear them. Because that is what we do with clothes. If you want to borrow make up, just go into my make up bag, and use what you will (Even when I get mad because it's early morning, and I am NOT a morning person. (: ). I can even show you a thing or two.
I want you to feel safe and beautiful inside of your own skin. Because I think what I see, and what you see are very different. I see a STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL, funny, bright, SKINNY, fun, happy almost 14 year old. And you see frustration. Because your body isn't how you want it. Or your hair isn't working out perfectly. Or you even feel lonely. It's TOTALLY NORMAL to feel that way, but just know I went through it too, and it's cool if you talk to me about it. Because periods, and boobs, and boys, and make up, and bodies aren't nearly as awesome unless you talk to your 16 year old sister.
Sophie. I know sometimes you feel lonely, but I love you. And I know I've been bitter and awnry lately, and I don't even know why, but it's not okay. you're in a stupid stage of life, and you need all the support you can get. Mom, and Sara, and Me, and PJ, and Daddy all have your back, and love you so incredibly much. I can't tell you how much I love saying, "Sophie? Yeaaah!!! She's MY LITTLE SISTER!!!!!" Because your awesome. (PS Our brother, PJ, is AMAZING to talk to about anything. He's a good listener and gives excellent advice. But so does mom)
I know I'm not always friendly (and sometimes I'm just downright mean) about you hanging out with Nina and me, but sometimes, or lots of the time, I think of you as so much younger, because it seems too weird for you to be getting older. It seems unnatural for me. But it's not. If you weren't growing up, it'd be odd. So you're good!!! I'll try to invite you to do more with Nina and Me, because I know you love nina too. (Cause she's fabulouso!!!)
Don't let other girls be beotches to you!!! That's never okay!!! Not even Jessie. I know she's your bestie, so sometimes she can get away with it, but girly, give some attitude!!! Stay sweet, but when someone is pushing your buttons, put them in their place.I feel like I need to protect you from the world, but in reality.
You're growing up. You're so much better of a person that I ever was. And that makes me so so proud of you. There are somethings that I regret, but I can't take back. Never regret who you are, but what you have become. Watching your battles with you headaches, your struggles in school, and your determination to stay happy really inspire me. I look up to you as a role model, because you are such a good person. Inside and Out.
Fofo, seriously, if I didn't have you, I would go insane. It'd be too weird to not have an awesome little sister around. You've introduced me to the wonderful world of DS, which I have enjoyed in the late hours in the evening when I can't (or can and don't want to) sleep. And you were so sweet to give me that DS for Christmas. It was such a fun gift!!!
Remember how talented you are!!! It's amazing watching you play piano. I can say you're better than me, because you want to get better. And that is so cool!!! Not to mention Tae Kwon Do (Is that how you spell it?) It's awesome coming to your belt testings, because you're getting so good, and progressing really fast.
I guess what I'm trying to say in lots of words, is I love you.
I love Sophia Eugena Judd! She's Beatiful. She's smart. She's kind. She's funny.
But most importantly.
She's my hero.
I love you sister.
So much it's unhealthy.More than a fat boy loves twinkies.
Love you!!!
Love,
Alex~
P.S. You're amazing.
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