I regret:
-Pretending I didn't believe in God.
- Essentially every relationship I've been in up until now
-Not saying thank you enough
-Not saying I love you enough
-Desiring to end things before the begin
-Fighting with my sister about stupid things
-Every scar on my hips, ribs, wrists and legs
-Never trying to fix what was broken
-Taking advantage of her friendship
-Cooper
-Sean
-Not washing my face Saturday.
-Not creating more artwork last semester. I'm in overhaul now
-Everytime I've given up on myself when I could have done something great.
-Not trying to make junior friends. My life is going to SUCK next year
-Cutting my hair last year. It's not growing back.
-Letting myself go. Not quite literally. Kind of. I've gained weight. And it's starting to get noticeable.
-Every time I used her
-Not buying bubbles last night.
-Forgetting to shave Sunday.
-Biting Sophie today.
-Being moody with Jesse today. I'm sure I'm such a peach.
-Accidentally cutting my finger block printing
-Getting blood all over the piano keys. Because I didn't want to get a bandaid.
But mostly.
I regret.
Being alone with him.
On.
September 7th.
every day of our lives we all have to make thousands of decisions. They range from the tiniest things like go left or right to avoid running into someone else in the hall,to big things like being honest and kind to others. The odds are very high that not every single decision was a great one, that is, you are going to make mistakes. Some you don't realize at the time are going to be regretful until hindsight helps you out a bit, and others you know as you are making them that they are probably not in your best interest, yet we still roll with it. It is called growing up and learning from our experiences. The beauty of it all is that you learn from mistakes and become wiser. I still have a lot of learning to do! I love you, don't beat yourself up!
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