Sunday Confessions

I bought a beautiful wedding dress that I was sure I was going to wear on my wedding day. Then my friend needed a dress to get married. So I let her wear it for her special moment. And now I feel like i can't wear it for my own.

Today has been a really emotional day for me. I really lost my shit. I'm sick of feeling this sad. And I'm not really entirely sure why. I've resolved all of the little bumps in the road. So i'm not really sure as to what I'm supposed to do to make it all okay right now.

College. Sucks. 

I want to work as a CNA.

Sara really really really helped me today. I love that I finally feel like I can call her when I need sound advice that only a big sister can give.

Mazzy Star still makes me cry sometimes.

 May/June feels really far away.

I want rain.

I wish someone were here cuddling me.

I'm sleepy.